A couple days ago I was showing C. some of my rad new purchases and he mentioned that I had been shopping a lot recently.
Me? Shopping? Never. Ever. And anyways, HOW CAN YOU RESIST $20 SAFARI SHIRTS FROM H&M? Really though, I bought the best transitional Safari inspired shirt i... nevermind.
The truth being that I, in fact, had increased my shopping. Although pretty small, my closet is overflowing and clothes are starting to pile up until I find time to make room. Meaning, I had to do yet
another clean out of unworn and unwanted items. For a long, long time, I happily give away all my old shirts, sweaters and jeans to friends. After seeing that bloggers would buy items, wear them around a couple times, and then resell for more new items I thought it best to follow suit.
I'm seeing another vicious cycle here.
You see, while applying to grad schools I was forced to review my some of my old articles and compile a portfolio of work. I chose to include
a freshly edited news report on
Jane Mayle closing the Mayle shop/brand in New York. In her article, J.Mayle points out that the cycle of trends and fashion fashion are what is killing the designer:
“How I came to this business was all about dreaming and building a wardrobe you would be seduced by. That mystery and remoteness and insouciance have disappeared from fashion in order to accelerate the product. I feel I have just become another cog in that machinery.” -JM.
So, hear me out now: The speed in which I make my purchases and the rate at which I tire of the items, and give away or list on eBay for resell is what connects me to this vicious cycle. Do I need another jacket? No, I don't. Will there be another beautiful jacket that '
omigod I can't live without?' Yes. I love fashion and I love these blogs, but I think in some weird twisted way the "inspiration" I get from blogger is really just a form of greed and consumption. I want that, I want this, and I need that, too.
What I actually need is to work with what I have. To save money for school (granted, I am accepted and all) and, most importantly, start counting pennys for adventures.
Hi, shopping ban. I'm you're new friend, bloggerxyz. And, fuck off eBay, I don't care how crazy that deal, because I want adventures outside of retail. And yeah, I might screw up once or twice, but for the most part I'm really tired of it.